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I know in terms of so many things as well as financial stability choosing another path is very uncertain, we would also have the student loans we would have to pay back. We also live in a foreign country which is another element of difficulty.
Mormonism is not meant to be a casual part of a Mormon's life but it is meant to be the center.
If not, it's better to find out now than to continue with something that isn't satisfying you.
It interrupts meals, sleep, shopping trips, conversations, romantic time, and even fights.