You've likely made a resolution in the past that turned out
It is an act of faith.
No walking your daughter down the aisle, no giving your daughter away at the alter, nothing but you standing outside the temple waiting till it's over. Ladies take a stance.
All that being said, no one can tell you what is right for you except Heavenly Father.
Anonymous, You are definitely one of the the club.
I have spent my life alone waiting for things to get better. Sadly, the general consensus of "convert or nope out" sounds like what will end up happening.
But we only really get time together in the summer. I would never convert.